A letter coming from dear Maude in France, I loved to read it, it cheered me up a little.
I managed to write a letter about a week or two ago to my dear Oona in Finland, including a postcard, I hope it's reached her already.
I just feel so strange, I'm extremely confused and depressed... why is it when you feel you've made the right choice for everyone, you always feel so bad, depressed and like you've made the wrong choice? It hurts to be alone but I think it's the right thing for now... In the future I might be with him again, but who knows... life will choose for me, it is carefully planned out.
Sorry for such a depressing blog post, I just needed somewhere to write my feeling and I didn't know anywhere but my personal blog, more mail soon, I promise this to my dear followers and pen friends.
Love and Pugs